So I’m laying down in the living room, not being able to sleep. it could just be the coffee finally getting to me or the million things on my mind. 1. God is so forgiving and loving and I just can’t fathom why. we daily choose sin over him. we do the wrong thing when I know what I right thing is. Oh man King I am so unworthy of ur love but I thank u for giving it to me. 2. trying to figure out Gods will is sometimes harder than it looks. I don’t wanna make the wrong choice. I don’t want to settle, I don’t wanna take a step where He doesn’t want me to. God lead me and I will follow. 3. school and money are complicated. I have to figure out how to pay for it and how many classes I can handle. I wanna try fulltime but I’m worried I can’t hack it. God give me the strength.
there’s just so much I can’t even explain it all. I think I just needed to lay it at His feet and walk away for a bit. God u are so good.